My Way into my Vocation The Choice between mere Survival and real Life

With a single decision after a lunch with friends in the spring of 2013, everything started, and has now become "My Way into my Vocation".We are all born into this world without knowing which mission does await us during our lifetime. With many of the events and experiences we face whilst of our life, we wonder why all this happened, and look for ways out in case we are not satisfied with the circumstances.This book is being written at a time when I find myself in a state of upheaval. And I am already looking back on an exceedingly long way in the recent months. Many years had passed by in which the need for change had been intimated repeatedly, but it never seemed to be the right time. What have I simply been afraid of?Since I had the opportunity to meet many special people during the last years, a few months ago I decided to take a fundamental new direction in my life. Because in some areas I recognized that some people just wanted to use me as a game ball, but that is exactly what I did not want to put up with anymore. Through a multitude of mentors, my awareness has finally come to realize that my vocation is not to sell products (with a unfortunately a widespread "fomentation of fear" ) regarding possible situations that might arise, but rather to live a life of my previously suppressed creativity. In addition, I have now set myself the goal of letting my fellow human beings benefit from my experiences and insights to show how we can make our lives more positive, if we focus on the really important values in life in the right way.In the following statements, I will describe step by step the most important moments and experiences in my life. For this reason, it is best to go back a short time before the beginning of my being. Although well-sheltered, my life has brought me a lot of surprises, both in a positive and negative sense.My narrative does describe you my life, a true story that will surprise you in many passages, but also extremely blunt, direct, and most likely to make you think for your own life.Some experiences may seem familiar to you, too. However, it is important for me to note that all my descriptions correspond to my personal perception and not to the opinion of third parties.Some situations I may have completely misjudged, and my view of the experience may sound a little surprising.But why were these experiences finally necessary for me? Which values might have been a hindrance to a more carefree and happy life?Will the prediction of an elderly lady - who read out of my palm - when I was a young child come true? Will I really have countless women "on each finger" as she has seen? So to speak, to be a heartbreaker, a "Don Juan"? Which journey was predetermined for me and at what point have I now reached?How do you decide for your future?